I am still alive...


Life has just been insane...

I have 7 tattoos now!!!

Going to get my 8th in a few weeks!!!

This next one is one I am so excited about, but I will hold you in suspense until I get it to tell you what it is!!!

My kids are growing, Elijah looks 12!!!


Toodles...

Realizing Beauty...

i am finally realizing my beauty, and now i am on the start of the road of true healing, i am coming back guys, slowly, but i am on my way...

skies are crying, i am catching tear drops in my hands...

been through alot lately, stood up for my children and lost a friend, a friend i thought was my best friend.

i am sick of people trying to tear me down! they were only bringing us down, and they have said some pretty hurtful things to me now.......

i even tried to be the better person, got slapped in the face so to speak with words...

i am done now, my sanity and health is not worth this...

went to my doctor and we are getting more meds and i was diagnosed asthmatic now, had that when i was a child...

it is going to be a long journey out of the deep black hole i have found myself in.....but i am not alone, and will not be bullied into staying in the blackness........

missing all my 'root' friends, meaning the ones that have known me for years and years who are either abroad or just away...

the following song explains me: