"Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here..."
Reflecting is not something I just occasionally do, I have found I do it regularly, almost daily...
What is the trigger? Music...
I was a teen that reverted to Music as way of coping with my outer environment...
So now when I hear a song, not every time but sometimes it is like an automatic flash back to that memory, to what was occurring around me.....I use to obsess about music, always in my room listening to something while reading or writing, or just looking out my window...
Especially if I was mending a broken heart as well, this song Take a Bow was a song that I listened to while pinning after a guy in high school, I had known him my whole life, nothing occurred between us, it just wasn't in the pages for us, but I remember listening to this song and thinking I just had to let go of him, and let life be......it was sad for me, a sad depressing time, but you never forget your first love really.........
It is funny I remember listening to alot of Alanis Morisette too during my angry days, and listening to alot of Celine Dion during my many boyfriend phase (no I was no hootchie!)....
Man you can so tell I was a teenager in the 90's LOL!
When we are teenagers, we are so messed up too aren't we, I mean charged with hormones and emotions, man, looking back I think wow I survived that... I mean I know not all of us went through what I did but still growing up, trying to find out who you are, where you want to go in life, it is intense...
What is the trigger? Music...
I was a teen that reverted to Music as way of coping with my outer environment...
So now when I hear a song, not every time but sometimes it is like an automatic flash back to that memory, to what was occurring around me.....I use to obsess about music, always in my room listening to something while reading or writing, or just looking out my window...
Especially if I was mending a broken heart as well, this song Take a Bow was a song that I listened to while pinning after a guy in high school, I had known him my whole life, nothing occurred between us, it just wasn't in the pages for us, but I remember listening to this song and thinking I just had to let go of him, and let life be......it was sad for me, a sad depressing time, but you never forget your first love really.........
It is funny I remember listening to alot of Alanis Morisette too during my angry days, and listening to alot of Celine Dion during my many boyfriend phase (no I was no hootchie!)....
Man you can so tell I was a teenager in the 90's LOL!
When we are teenagers, we are so messed up too aren't we, I mean charged with hormones and emotions, man, looking back I think wow I survived that... I mean I know not all of us went through what I did but still growing up, trying to find out who you are, where you want to go in life, it is intense...
"...Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played..."
1 comment:
I wrote on music in my bible blog last week!
http://bibletree.blogspot.com/2008/08/music.html
Well, i didn't write much but cool that we are on the same page!
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