Slow Me Down

My eyes are blurry....
Sweat drips from my head...
Tears mix in...
Pain is my state...
The ache is strong...
Head is Spinning...
I feel it boiling up...
Save me~
Surface is reached...
Anger, pain,sadness all...
It all stings as it boils over...
It is fed through and out to my fist...
I try to hang on...
Fingers bloody from grasping...
Save me~
Hard to swallow...
It is all chaotic...
My eyes are shut...
But I still see...
No sweet escape...
Not sure of worth anymore...
Seasons change...
Even my pain has seasons...
Clock ticking...
Save me~
Tired, yet I have slept...
All has become a blur...
Colors swirling all around me...
Hands shaking...
Pulse Racing...
The impending is coming...
I just might disapear...