I am so mad at you...so MAD!...

You don't even read this but I need to get this out of my core before it rots me from the inside out!

How can you possibly keep flaking out on him?

On that precious face?

You have no clue do you?

The impact this has on him, and for me the Mother watching his disapointed face?

At the love he still carries for you.....even after all the numerous times he thinks you still hang the Moon...

I do this here because I even though you so not deserve my restraint, I do not want to hurt you, but you are passing out the hurt like it is the latest trend...

You have tunnel vision, Money Money Money!!!

You you YOU!

You have become predictable, I can almost call the exact minute when you will call to cancel...

I do not want to feel this....this anger...

I do not ask much, just that you do what you say your going to do!

Be there if you say your going to be there.....

And I am so incredibly sick and tired of people making excuses for you!

You do not deserve his LOVE...not at all...but he gives it, even though time after time you let HIM down!

I wanted to yell at you, and if in person I think I would of wanted to hit you...

And you think buying things for him makes it better???

It doesn't...he just wants you...

That is too much for you, because it does not help you to be more successful in your business...

What will it take for you to finally see how selfish you are?

My prayer for you is that in the future, when you have a family, you do not do this to them, because you will miss out like you are missing out right now!

And when you realize it, it will be too late, but atleast your money and your career will be there for you!

UGH!