My Diag-Nonsense!

Okay I went to the Doctor's this afternoon after a long day at the Wadding Pool...

And the results are in:

-Mild Scoliosis
-Narrowing of the Spine, which I apparently was born with but had no clue?
-OsteoArthiritis
-Bulging Discs that are also Slipped...



Also, after my small car accident Monday evening, it has made it all worse apparently, but she has prescribed me meds....

Here is the clincher...if I am not better in 4-5 months I will need to have Spinal Surgery...

I may have to have Physio but we will see in 2 weeks when she has me go in again to see if I am feeling better, after the accident my pain level has been sky high, so she is worried about that...

I was literally like ya right sure sure, and who is going to take care of Jay and the boys while I am laid up??? And please people do not dish me a load of crap like oh people will help you, cause you all say that and no one ever helps...sorry I am really mad at this whole situation...

I mean really what more can I take, I have a list of issues now to face, and not to mention I am pretty alone in it all...no offence I am just being really real at the moment...

I have just had enough...

And yes I have been crying not just because ya it sucks and it is sad, but I am angry, and just fed up...

Well, I am done...going to watch more Big Brother...