Life is good...
Life at times is also not so good...
And then there is the in between limbo that I have found myself in this morning...
I am happy, that never changes, and I love my kids and Jay...
But sometimes in the stillness of morning, I just want to remain under the covers and skip a whole day of my life, a sort of 'let's say I was there but I wasn't'...
Sometimes I find myself with that 'it's not fair!' mentality...
I am going to be 28 and I have that mentality at times, geesh!
Sometimes I wish teleportation was real (yes my husband watches too much Star trek around me)....
I could teleport right to Jo's Home and her and I could have one of our heart to hearts on her couch like we have had so many times before...
E-mails just don't cut it, you know for that whole emotional support/facial expressions etc etc...
But it is ok at the same time, because e-mails are ok....I know when she comes back, although not for a long time we will have a couch heart to heart and it will seem like no time has gone by at all...
It is just that time in between......the waiting...
Like I said in a previous post, I am so thankful for how God has strengthened me...
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