Friday, June 13, 2008

To Make you Feel My Love


This is my Grandmother....

(You'll notice a previous post I had a picture of me as a child sitting in a chair and I was unhappy, this is from the same day, but look how I changed when with her...)

Growing up as a child she was my light, what made me feel safe, I had very few safe moments.....

I miss her....

No she is not dead, but about 2 years ago I had to make a stand for my family and in doing so I paid a price, and now because of fear on her part, she is not a part of my life........

I Love her very much, and everyday I think of her and Pray she can feel my Love, and see through the lies that have been told to her.......

I hate to say it but I feel that the next time we see each other will be in Heaven, she is almost 75 yrs old.......

I don't expect you all to understand, what happened 2 years ago is a whole 'nother post....

But this is how I feel for her...

"I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love..."




This is her on one of the last times I saw her...

I Love you Nan...



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

It's heartbreaking sometimes when the decision you make is the right one but the consequences are not...