Today was a good day, my blood pressure was down for once, why you may ask? Elijah was back to school today!!!
I was so nice from 9:15am-2:45pm every day of the week he is gone, and today it was quiet, serene, nice...
Tonight it is to the Movies with me with Erika and Katherine, I have not been to the movies since The Lake House with Jo, and that was way back......
I have been currently planning Jayson's 30th Birthday Bash coming up, and then got to thinking about what I might do? or really if it is worth it?
I never had girlfriends who were like, let's take Kelly out on the town and celebrate, or throw me a party ever, growing up my Mom never cared enough, for my sweet sixteenth birthday we had boiled hot dogs and microwaved fries and I was allowed to only have one friend over, and ya.......
I love good food and good conversation and laughter......I suppose that is why I always make sure my boys and Jay have parties etc LOL!
Anyway, I have not died due to the lack there of so....MEH!
Pray for me too, I am going through some emotional things that I will not go into detail here, some letting go issues I need to address, and things about self-worth, and feeling loneliness.....I really do not feel like I can talk to anyone about any of it because I am convinced that they do not want to hear any of it, and I do not want to bring anyone down around me, that is not who I am nor what I want to become...........
*i long for the smell of being in my grandmoo's arms...
2 comments:
I'm praying for you Kelly!
I'd hear what you have to say, whether it be up or down, if only my life weren't so crazy busy.
I have a car now, so I could drive over to see you!
because, of course, who on EARTH would want to hear what actually goes on inside our heads. This is not true of course.
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