Had a really good night sleep last night...

A weird dream, but a good sleep...

I am in fear that I am again falling into the abyss of sadness, no one around to pull me out?

I am not sure...

Have I been here before...yes indeed I have..and I managed to stay afloat...

I think snow is pretty but I hate the dreariness it brings...

Everyone has been gone so long, I am beginning to forget who I am...

Why do I keep kidding myself?

I want to cry tears, but my eyes remain dry, and that is left is a lump, a hard lump in my throat...

Has numbness become my state of being?

Why do I let these people bother me? Who cares if they are my friends or not?

Inside I am screaming can anyone hear me?