Today's Feelings: Melancholy

I realized that this blog is the only time I ever truly am vulnerable...
It is also my Best Friend in a sense...

Right now I am climbing my own mountain, alone, cold, and I almost forgot that I am not truly alone...

How come when we go through things in life, we almost never see the bigger picture until later on, and long after the events took place?

To me I feel like that is God's Humor in a sense, he is sitting there and shaking his head saying 'silly girl, I am right here, I know what is the outcome, and no worries...'

I am so blessed, I have watched people come to love God right before my eyes, I have witnessed on more than one occasion ordained love come into existence, I felt and then saw my two babies come into creation, I have witnessed strong willed women in my midst, and seen grown men with hardened hearts soften at the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, I have watched people I love suffer greatly and with some they still display the strength and confidence in the Father and in their Faith, I have watched alot, that is who I am, and it is so amazing for me only be 27 years old, I have seen alot, and there is still so much to see out there...

Blessings...