My mood is still the same as my last post...

Last night I felt a tightness in my chest again, on reminiscent of last year this time and the two years before that as well....

For the last few years at this time of year I have gotten a respiratory infection/cold thingy...
It leaves me struggling for breathe, and very cranky, as I am a busy Mommy and do not like to feel slowed down at all...

So we prayed against it of course, and today I will drink tea and probably neo citran...

Wednesday I embark into my bedroom, also known as the Tench Black Hole of stuff and hopefully can make headway and get it in shape...

Been looking for a long dresser and may of found one for 25.00 on Kijiji, I am still awaiting the reply from the owner about arrangements and confirmation of the price etc etc...

Jayson and I have so much in terms of clothing I need to contain it in my room....

This past weekend I over extended myself big time, but it is ok, I do not do it often so...
It left me literally comatose yesterday as Elijah was in school, I did not do anything and barely moved off of my couch, and watched Doodlebops over and over, Raphael's favorite DVD right now...

The only productive thing I did was fill out all his cookie dough stuff and get that ready, and shop in the Scholastic flyers for Christmas things for little people I love...

Elijah raised 203.50$ for his cookie dough etc stuff too!!!!

I ordered the White Chocolate Cherry and am excited about making it when I get it!!!

Parent Conference is soon too, and Parent Council Meeting as well, wow I guess I am a busy Mommy....

I just want to be the Mother that is involved in what my Kid is doing and have a say as well, I mean I could not just sit back on the sidelines it is not me....perhaps because my Mother didn't care motivates me to care...

Last night I was in a situation where I was brought to tears very easily, someone lied about me and well it struck a nerve in me, and brought back memories from the past, when someone did the same thing and the person they told the yarn to abandoned me permanently....

It hurt back then as it did last night as well, but this time the friend who had the yarn told to stayed, she did not waiver, she did not accuse, or scoff at me...it was refreshing, and best of all she understood my frustration and hurt, and my tears were allowed.....

I am better this morning put it that way.......

If you know me by now you know liars and me, well we do not mix, and it is my #1 thing I can not stand about someone...I will pray, and for now be silent...