This morning I woke up feeling alright but my mind was racing...

We have to get the tree up this week, I have loads of things to do...ugh!

Where is my robot to do it all for me?

I have been feeling discouraged lately, like I am wasting my time having certain friends around me who make me feel bad about myself, I mean last week I had one friend tell me to drop another because it was an 'unhealthy' friendship, but she makes me feel bad too ugh! As if!

I do not want to waste my time feeling bad all the time, and sometimes being questioned for my integrity because I have such friends....

One factor in all of this....is that I love all of them very much, even in spite of their acts...

So I am at a stand still and crossroads...

On another note...I think I have lost a bit of weight because most of my pants are feeling looser than ever on me, but I am not counting on it as I am in that respect a bit of a pessimist...

I love this time of year, I am already starting to feel the magic in the air, it is purely electric, holy spirit magic of course...