'This I Promise you...'

When I was younger, much younger, not that I am old LOL...

But anyway...

I never thought in a million years I would achieve any of what I have, nor experienced any of what I have come across...

I use to think I would never find a man who loves me for me, nor have a child let alone 2 children......

I have seen many come to Christ, I have seen many miracles...

I have met some pretty amazing people...

My Faith has been tested at times and I have danced through those storms...

I know at times it might seem like my life seems complicated, and many have felt the need to pity me or feel sorry for me....

Even people in my Church community have made remarks on that I should leave Jayson because of his decline in his disability...

When I was pregnant with Raphael there were even a few people that asked me why I bothered bringing a life into the world like this...I was baffled, I mean Jay did not start to decline until after I was pregnant but still it would of not stopped me, God ordained my pregnancy, he allowed it to happen, and Raphael is such a joy...those people obviously do not know what it is like to stand by their spouse through sickness and health, nor understand true love, unconditional love.....

Sure I have a few more 'hats' as a Mom to wear at times, but I am ok with it, if the tables were turned I would want the same from Jayson and I know he would be there just like I am......

When it comes down to it, I am happy, I feel content with everything, sure I get tired, but like I always say I will sleep one day LOL....and if not one day when I am dead LOL!

Today at Church someone I highly respect did something so completely childish, he acted like my three year old......he sat down in Elijah's seat and of course Elijah is 3 and he did what most 3 year olds do...he said "hey that's my seat" and this person said " well fine then ugh be that way!" and he stormed off away from us at Coffee Hour, he has been stressed out but that is no way to treat a three year old especially one 3 year old that adores you......ugh! It made me mad...

Anyway Elijah fell in the Nursery today and has since complained about his arm, his right one, I think he sprained it since he holds it constantly and will not let anyone touch it...please pray...

This week looks busy! Yay for me!

Blessings.