"Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me....."

I feel like I am drowning today, my emotions are such that it is as if a hand has reached up and taken hold of my neck and I feel like I am suffocating....Tears want to come, but my eyes stay dry, I want to snap out of this but I can't....I am sinking today and there is nothing I can do to stop it, it is almost like I have stopped caring, like I am accepting the drowning, the suffocating, the helplessness...

I have heard stories about people who have almost drowned to death, that there is a pivotal moment when you just give up fighting to reach the top and you accept your fate, and you almost welcome it....

Is that me?

I don't know, but all I know is today is not a good day for me...

Feeling oppressed today...

Oppressed

adjective

burdened psychologically or mentally; "laden with grief"; "oppressed by a sense of failure.

"Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars..."