The week behind me still lurks over my head, an unwanting to remember, it was pure horrid and I wish I could go into my past with a big fat eraser and erase some things...

Okay it wasn't that bad, but there were bad elements...

Last Sunday I awoke at 4:30am with the shakes, and felt like an ice cube, then all bodily functions were cranked and on for the bigger part of the day, I had a fever, my eyes were watery all day, I felt so achy, and I thought I was dying....Well good news I am alive and well ha ha ha...

Around noon that day bodily functions stopped, I was weak the rest of the day, and only had peppermint tea the whole day...not so great for a diabetic..but I am okay, it took me a good couple of days though to really feel 100%, but I am back with a vengeance, okay maybe not a vengeance but I'm back LOL!

The rest of the week was bah!

My goal this week is for it to be better than last LOL!

I am officially addicted to the song "Different Kind of Free" by ZOEgirl!!!
It is almost tribal to me, the drums are utterly amazing, and I can feel it in my heart, my kids love dancing to it, as I play it alot!

I am missing alot of my friends who are abroad lately, but that's life, and I just got to remember that wherever they are they carry apart of me with them and I them...

I have been especially missing Kaleena lately, she is quirky and has a way of when she is around me making me forget all the serious things happening to me, she reminds me to have fun and laugh! She is in Alberta now with her husband Brian, she is working as a teacher there...still I miss the good ol' days...

Anyway I am out, remember Let Go, and Let God!