I am still feeling the way I was a few days ago...but my heart is not as heavy about it all anymore, and that is a good thing! Nothing was said by either party at Church, perhaps that was God's grace for me, he knew my heart just could not take anything more that morning....who knows...

I care so much for each group of people, and think the one group is being ridiculous about the past, maybe it is just that I have a more open heart than they and always see the good in people and give them a chance???

I really do not think they know how their actions and words about one another to me hurts me, and that each time it is like a razor cut to my heart, and most times I do not do well with that type of pain, I am a fixer, and I want people I love to love one another, perhaps unrealistic but it is the desire of my heart...

Anyway, change of focus...

Last night was bloody hot, even with my a/c...Elijah and I slept int he living room, he of course thought it was cool cause it was like a camp out, but I did not sleep well...

Tomorrow groceries, Friday the Windatt's, and Saturday we are going to Saunders Farm with the Windatt's! Check it out online, it is a cool place!

I leave you with this 'Sod off' to the World type of song...Most who know me know why I choose this song!