I am beginning to think I am at some sort of crossroads in my life...

Yes I know I am only 28 so this may seem a bit early for this but I don't think so...

For the last week I have been in a daze most days, a stand still in my mind sort of...

I mean usually my mind is busy, chaotic even....but lately not so much...

And the whole feeling I have is a stand still kind of feeling...

Almost like I am in the eye of the storm, where it is eerily quiet and calm...

In fact if I close my eyes I can see myself in that place, the eye of the storm, grayness all around me, and that eeriness...yet calming...

I sat in coffee hour at church and was in this daze, it felt like colored blurs going by me, and the chatter was like white noise to me, and I was there but not, make sense?

And I was irritable as well but mostly in my own world...

What this all means I have not yet come to the conclusion yet, but I am sure God will reveal all in due time...

The following song has really affected me since I first heard it on New year's Day: